Kay Nny's Life Journal: The Mastery Training experience

I started the mastery journey on May 15, 2008 @ 7pm. Before I walked in to the training room, I was always wondering and asked myself what is this Mastery about? Heh, funny ya? Paid thousand plus Ringgit and do not what's course about. I remembered, on the training day itself, I was excited about it and counting time to go after the office hour... OMG, the first day was bloody rush as I was attending a technical training which provided by my Boss. I was counting the time and setting up my alarm to go before the technical training was about to finished. Once it has finished, I immediately rush out from the room and grapped my bag then leave the office in RUSH! Phew, luckily I managed to make it and no regret of being rush as I wasn't the only one who were late. When I reached the training center, I was informed to filled up the Health Questionnaire before having my name tag (which I am going to show later) from the other counter. My mind wasn't calm and I missed out quite alot of people that I knew and forget to give them a HUG!! Forgive me for those who I missed out!

Because of the prayer session, our training had postponed to 7.50pm (if I am not mistaken). The door was open 5 minutes before the training started... so I reached there at 6.50pm and waited till 7.50pm. Hence, that proved me that I wasn't late on the first day! Woohoo!! How proud!

Let's start a little bit of my story here. My trainer is called Jim with his name called Jim Cook. Yeah, I never met him before until this training. When I walked in the room and people were looking for their sits before the training started. Ok before that, I met back my our Leadership Program members and it's really nice to see one of my friend who work and stay in Brisbane in the this training. His name is Micheal and I am glad to have him to walk through together in this mastery journey. Welcome back Micheal!

The training started with a song called "It's In Every One Of Us". At first I feel nothing about this song until they played it again and again and again and again. Oh gosh! I started to felt that this is really a long song that I ever listen and they played this song for 4 days. My Pig start telling me that "This song sucks!!". But after they played it over and over again, I realize that the song is actually represent us. Yeah , everyone of us!

However, during the mastery journey , the first few days was kind of bored and confusing as I get to know most of the description, definition and meaning of "Nothing". Yes, I need to understand the meaning of "Nothing". Surprise me, it's Nothing. Is this course about "Nothing"? Don't ask me! Experience yourself then you will know what is the meaning of "Nothing". I learnt about "Experience", I learnt about the truth meaning of "Feeling" and "Responsibility" and I learnt about "I don't know" and "I don't know". I know that this might sounds very weird and "jargon" to some of my blog reader but yeah, there are simple word with special definition in life.

Till the third day of the training, I was asked " Who am I".. Gosh, this is the best questions that most of the people do not ask themselves. I have been drilling myself to answer this question till I wanted to vomit during the process of answering this question. The best experience that I ever had. I also learnt about elements of some other stuff during the Mastery course and those are really some powerful stuff that can apply to my life. No regret of knowing those!

During this Journey, I experienced sort of the "Self Realization" in the sense that I know why I am what I am right now and I experience why I am what I am. Hard ya? Hm...that's mastery.
Slowly to the third day of the mastery, I was introduced something called "Pig" which something that I always have them without any realization. It's PIG!!!! Damn it! It looks cute but dangerous! I would rather ride them than they ride on me! Fuck off PIG! But I have 2 now with me which given by 2 of my beloved friends. No worry, I will show them to your guys later on :) Stay tuned!

One of the exercise was a breakthrough for me and after third night, I had a very calm and peaceful sleep. I had a very nice dream and I just don't know how to tell you the feeling of letting go all the stones behind. I started to let go those grungies that I had on my relationships and career. I smiled when during my dream. When I wake up, I had an experience which is out of my expectation. For those who heard my sharing during the training should know what I am talking about here.....

I know that we don't feed people except feeding ourself most of the time but this mastery is kind of weird where I got a chance to allow people to feed me. And then I got the chance to feed people. At that moment, I felt that I am the fullest person in the world. The full isn't the meaning of eating full but full of loves and cares around me and I am fulfilling! Oh my god! I seriously love you guys!

Talking about this journey, there are some people who I will always remember them in my heart. They are "Micheal, Marcus, Keng Yee, Stephenie from Holland, Sin Hwi,Chris, Aduq, EK, Kanishka from India, Rany from Indonesia, Ching Sia, Doreen, Cynthia, Kay, Kathy, Kayla and some others in MM26." Ok guys, I don't care enough to remember your name, so forgive me ya~ They are really great and it's my pleasure to meet this people and I love them. You guys will be always in my heart! Some of them have a big PIG and some of them have small! So guys, throw it away!

What I have learnt from this course is to let go everything which is unnecessary so that I can take a stand to fill up more others to have more stuff that I wish to have! Appreciate,accept and have what I have with no regrets and blame. Work according to the flow is the biggest challenge for me right now!

Specially, I would like to thanks to EK, Stephanie, Micheal and Marcus for giving a stand to be with me during this journey and Jim the coach, Matt Voo the co-ordinator of the training, Melissa, Timmy and Olivia for giving a stand to support each of the single trainee during the Mastery course. You guys are rock and I will always remember!

OK, after all my story and experience now it is the time to show the photos: