Appreciation moment

Date: 30 October 2008

Time: From 6.30PM-1.00AM

I had an italian dinner with my 2 beloved ex-colleague yesterday. The dinner was suppose to mean for the Maven talk but ended up Fennie and Yuen Chi has treated me an expensive and nice italian dinner for my birthday and of course we do talk about Maven too :) I have so called showed off my new Canon 450D SLR to yc yesterday and taken few shots around the restaurant during the dinner. Talking about Maven, now i learnt about "Cargo". Of course this "Cargo" is not about the "Airport Cargo". This is about the Maven Cargo. Right! I am not suppose to blog about technical in this blog. I suppose to blog about my feeling towards these 2 dinner. Let me go one by one. Before we ordered any of our main course, the waiter brought us a plate of "high class bread" and pour us some "olive oil + wine" (if i am not mistake) on a plate. The way of eating it is by taking the bread and dip into the combination of olive oil and red-wine then "EAT"!! Ma ma mia! It's soooooooo delicious! The taste was a little bit sour,bready taste and of course olive oil! Say till the end, cakap sampai habis, kong tou sai... ICHIBAN-NEH!

The we ordered a spagethi (not sure what it called) and a Chicken PARMIGIANA( i think should spell like this-not sure)... and that's the portion for 3 persons.Oh yeah, not to forget, we ordered a Pizza too and it's a beef pizza. I actually don't take beef and yesterday it's the first time ever i are b eef with intention.Sh....don't tell my mum about it. Else I bet she will nag me from morning till night! We finished that dinner around 9PM.

The next round was at 10.30pm which was organize by Christine. OK,let me roughly describe "Who is Christine". She is the first person that I knew and who sat next to me when the first time i entered my first year of my PRIMARY SCHOOL! Let me do a little of promotion about her.... she is a nice girl, a vegetarian, and now she is a teacher,a person who like to do charity. Again,say till the end, cakap sampai habis, kong tou sai...a first class "Girlfriend" for her future boyfriend or husband.

Talking back about the dinner. Actually not dinner, it should be a supper. Su, Pauline and Christine had bought a cake for me yesterday. OMG! They sang the "Birthday Song" at the mamak. So happy! We talked about Pauline's passport story and also some jokes. Ha..ha..I don't know why I was so bloody damn happy yesterday. Maybe because of the "Thick Chocolate Cake" and also

bottle of Heineken.

For here, the most important person that I would like to thank is my mum and dad for bringing me to this world and knowing a bunch of wonderful people. My birthday is a shared birthday of my mum and dad. This morning, I got a wish from my DAD and he gaves me a big big hug! OMG! My dad never hug me this tight before! Each time when I write about them, I can feel my tear is dropping and emo! *Sob**Sob*

Secondly, the person that I would like to thank is my boyfriend who really really being so supportive. He knew that I wanted to venture into the photography world, so he bought me a new CANON 450D SLR. Each time when I am into a difficulty, he is the first person who stand on the line with me and I am glad that I have him in my world. However, one thing that I missed was his birthday wishes. I believe a wish is more important than a material. *Sob**Sob* But nevermind...

Thirdly, thanks to Fennie, Yc, Christine, Su and Pauline for giving this wonderful memory and moment. As I said earlier, my principle is simple- It is not about what will happen, it's all about now and this moment! You guys had make the different!

Lastly, thanks for all who wishes me via the SMS.

I love you guys!

With full of emotions,

Kay Nny

31 0ctober 2008

11.00AM

Another year is coming.......

Recently, I have created some objectives (in another word of KPI)for the next performance review. One of the objective is to blog about the technology that I have learn along the project that I have done in the past 3 months.

Well, I am doubt duh. I do learn a lot of things about DOJO, DWR and spring but I found out that I have the difficulty to write about what I have learn. Y

Yesterday, someone was asking me what am I doing in my currently company? So, I told him that I am working on the web development using AJAX and Web2.0 Technologies. And he asked me what do you used to develop? Then I told him that I am using DOJO, DWR and spring framework. Before I finished my words, eventually, "Someone" immediately interrupt the conversation, answer and explain all those questions on my behalf. Is it because the way that I answer is wrong or I do not know what actually I am doing? Why do I need someone to answer on my behalf?!

I am still wondering if I am OK to stay in the IT World or should I do something else? Do I have the talent to write down things that I have learn if I am asked to write a technical blog or no? I believe I am still searching for the right answer for that and it would be a main challenge for me.

Along the journey while driving back home, I have a lot of thoughts of "What have I done so far in the year of 2008? As everyone know that the year of 2008 will be ended soon and it's only 2 months left! I remember last year, I have written a blog on my birthday and the blog was also about the same as this year and each year, I keep on asking myself the same question which is "WHAT HAVE I ACHIEVED THIS YEAR?" and "WHAT HAVE I CONTRIBUTED?"

I am still searching..........

First blog on October

I havent been blogging after the company Bum Event. Fast moving to the supporting role again after the project completing next week. For the past few months after the 1st June 2008, I was very busy about the given assignment. I do learnt alot from the my team member especially my team member (Jas). From what I experience from her is she is a very humble,helpful and patient person. Each time when I write a new blog, I realized that things that I write here will never get out of my "ex-company" experience and thought which I don't know why.

Recently, I have been given an opportunity to be one of the committee member to organize a project dinner event and I am glad that I have been chosen. Although no expectation yet at this moment and I believe I will do it great! Same word, just follow the "FLOW"!

Right now what I am experiencing is "Free", feel being appreciate and happy to get involved in anything.