While preparing for my new challenge, I started to pick up some technical knowledge from some really technical people. Surprisingly, I never complaints on things that I am learning now comparing with stuff that been asked to learnt last time. I believe it's something which is much more technical and complicated but I enjoyed it. Funny, if I would have learnt all those, I believe I will enjoy what I am doing now. Again, it's about opportunity!I know that I am not a person who are very technical and I can see that there are alot of people has different perceptions towards me (skills) somehow I learnt from there as those perceptions are the feedbacks that been given in another way which I should consider about.This few weeks, I learnt about the SPRING Framework. Thanks to Master Qi for explaining the basic concept of SPRING Framework to me the other day. Even though, it was a very BASIC explanation but it's really helpful and ease me to pick up Spring from the ground. One of the best website to start on SPRING is "A Spring Jump Start by Craig Walls and Ryan Breidenbach and a sample of the basic SPRING APPLICATION that shared by Master Chui.
My SCJP goal is still persists. I do consult from a friend of mine who are expert in JAVA and the progression is much more faster than I expected. This incoming Thursday till Sunday, I will be attending another personal development growth. I really hope that this course can bring me to another level of growth comparing where I am now. Again, what is Mastery about????? I think I can only answer this questions after this 5 days course.Overall, I am glad that I have these people around me who helps me alot when I need them. I always believe in Karma and I believe I will somehow repay in some other way on what I have earned from them in the near future.-Kay Nny-
I have been reluctant to master my JAVA skills ever since I started to have the phobia of debugging code, spending long working hours and being a fire fighter. I think I am wrong with those moves that I have taken.
Now, I clearly understand and define that thing that been dragging me all this while is I didn't take my time to master my JAVA skills which is one of the major weapon that I should keep and sharpen for my battle. That's why I have so many dramas for myself.
It is just like last time as have been very reluctant to deal with foreigners because I have a very bad English. So most of the time I will just kept quiet and let others to do the conversation. I can speak but not to certain people who can speaks with a very fluent English.
But now, I can't say that I can speak very well and fluent but at least I managed to convey my message over with confident. One of the way that I used to learnt my English is when my colleagues who are graduates from Australia speaks or ask questions, I will follow it in my heart. So, when I started to ask questions, my brain will start working with my heart to construct a proper question. One funny thing is about our language accent. Last time, my English used to be sounds flat. (Just like how we speak Malay). But now, I realize that I have change the tone or accent when speaking English. When my CEO was here, I used to follow the way she speaks. Sounds weird but effective.
Last week, I have a very long chat with boss. Along that conversation, I really learnt lot from him especially on how to find the passion of doing something. To learn one things is really about passion and determination. I admit that I do not have passion in JAVA. But I have passion to teach and learn. Now, it's the determination that I need. I believe determination will leads actions. Now, my mission is to be certified as a JAVA Programmer and I believe I can as I have started with my action. This is not for anyone but for myself. :)
Next will be Oracle
I finally have this quote in my mind:
-Good or bad, it's you decide and no one else-
-Kay Nny-
